OK well only 10 days till the operation , well here we go. Pre op assessment today why these things take so long but if the organised them selves they could be quicker.
Monday went to see the consultant.. final decision the bag not the neo... all is well tumour starting to grow again so glad that its not long before it come out.. the bladder that is. How we know growth of tumour... this sounds discussting but just some info to keep you going until I can tell you all about the operation.
Urine dark red blood colour very nice well not really and the calcium deposits are back so that's a clear sign that is growing but seeing as did not have all these symptoms to start with its Ironinc I am having them now.
Care package in place for when I come out so Mum and Dad do not have to take all the strain.
Tuesday not sure what happened on that day obviouly not exciting mainly slept, did a movie afternoon with the youngest well it is halfterm. Wednesday another day of trying to complete things and finish CP stuff I am finding it so hard words are not flowing some devine intervention needed. New Bed settee for the spare bedroom so when required Mum and Dad can stay in comfort at least.
Thursday ... Hospital from 1pm till 5pm oh what an exciting life I lead. I am off out for a meal with the girls tonight and looking forward to it..
Well keep reading and please write back love to you all and for all the positive thoughts. I am also writing letters and notes to people request and hopes and things.
Love and Best wishes from the continual up beat fighter xxx
Thursday 28 October 2010
Monday 25 October 2010
Well what next
Well I am still alive sorry not updated the blog for a while , been busy and been in hospital so oh what fun.
I am doing really well at the moment.. still trying to build my strength up. Been on a trip away and birthdays.
I have a date for the operation so on a count down to that still not made a decision on whether stoma or neo bladder . I am very nervous and scared about the operation , I do not have a choice if I want a better chance of survival. Well life changing decissions.... I have had a few break downs recently with emotions as lots going on with what to do.
Edlest daughter is doing well at uni so one less thing to worry about. Sydney is growing up and becoming a star. Well I know its early but starting to think about Christmas and prearing things I can before the op... I am sure as usual my Mum will be a star and pick up the rains.
I had a dance teacher but I think she got a better offer ... I just wish people will be honest with me so that I can orgaise things but never mind hopefully will get it sorted.
I am also having to look at the business ... as know one to run it so will have to close it all down just sad after all the work I have done so if any one wants to buy any business stuff let me know.
I have sorted out the people to help in the house in looking after me and Sydney so thats really good. I will promise to write everyday upto the op and then there will be a break and it will start when I am contious after the op.
Today off to see the consultant and sometime this week will be having pre op assesment... So tyding things up and writing letters before I go in.
Keep reading will be back soon
I am doing really well at the moment.. still trying to build my strength up. Been on a trip away and birthdays.
I have a date for the operation so on a count down to that still not made a decision on whether stoma or neo bladder . I am very nervous and scared about the operation , I do not have a choice if I want a better chance of survival. Well life changing decissions.... I have had a few break downs recently with emotions as lots going on with what to do.
Edlest daughter is doing well at uni so one less thing to worry about. Sydney is growing up and becoming a star. Well I know its early but starting to think about Christmas and prearing things I can before the op... I am sure as usual my Mum will be a star and pick up the rains.
I had a dance teacher but I think she got a better offer ... I just wish people will be honest with me so that I can orgaise things but never mind hopefully will get it sorted.
I am also having to look at the business ... as know one to run it so will have to close it all down just sad after all the work I have done so if any one wants to buy any business stuff let me know.
I have sorted out the people to help in the house in looking after me and Sydney so thats really good. I will promise to write everyday upto the op and then there will be a break and it will start when I am contious after the op.
Today off to see the consultant and sometime this week will be having pre op assesment... So tyding things up and writing letters before I go in.
Keep reading will be back soon
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