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Well Thank you to all the people out there that are supporting me. Please ask away anything you want to know or do not understand.
Well bit of a bad nights sleep restless never seen so much crap tell sorry for my language. Some thing I have been enjoying in the early hours of the mornings is the Adult season on BBC 3 ITS BEEN BRILLIANT.
Any way sorry to be self composing but back to me. Deep sleep 8 am neighbours alarm hipitched , this is not helping as the chemo seems to make me hiper sensitive to certain noises. any way as I was say alarm all morning so no rest asuual for the wicked.

Well I thought I would add to this blog the humour that surrounds me in all this and me being me (alright all the time to everyone)

First day back from the hospital parents and children at home to have dinner, no dinner for me the veggie but everyone else was being fed, sorted my self so no need to worry I did eat.
The 7 year old sat at the table after her Dad had done his  car  roof explination of the situation(He sits her on the car roof and tells her in as simple for for her to understand) So sat at the table eating she pipes up "Daddy are you going to marry Mummy now"  to that her Dad (Jerry ) says " no she is not sick enough yet  " you all my think it is cruel but we found it funny... the conversation went on I would like to be a brides made and where a purple dress...... welll I said you can be a bridesmaid for your big sister when she gets married the reply to that was but I wont be cute then..

Sorry I am going to interupt this as I do a dash of mercy to pick the eldest up from work because of the rain... I keep thinking I thought I was sick or may be no hey will carry on with the ups and downs of a demented Cancer Mum