Sunday, 29 August 2010

It goes on

Hello everyone I am back, thank you to friends and relatives for their continued support, I finding it all difficult. Well chemo this week , felt like crap since, spent most of the time asleep.
I just want to function partially normally so I can do things , the simplest things are so difficult. I have had a bit of a week where everything seems so be about my illness and I know I am really ill but I wish I was not.
I want my business to be successful and that everything in my girls life is easier and I am sure they will be successful in what ever they choose.

Well back at the hospital this morning, for blood tests as got a swelling in the vein around my wrist. It is so painful, can hardly move my arm. So went met the on call registrar, he came and looked at my arm , then blood pressure which was low,temp was fine. Arrived at the hospital at blood tests, OK arm will stay put just seepage from the chemo oh what fun.

Well family are saying that my blog is getting a bit depressing sorry for this. Well thought I would have a nice glass of wine , one sip and its just disgusting.

Food is not tasty either, but sometimes can eat when it tastes right. Played monopoly with the youngest and Jerry today , he still says I am competitive not as competitive as It was the other week playing with a couple of teenagers.
Tomorrow my plan is to complete all my reports anyone that would like to help please feel free. Then I am going to set timetable of events for the next couple of weeks and visits to schools and curious minds contracts and new CRB form.

The only problem when I have eaten sometimes it just doesnot want to stay there but managing so far.

Love to you all call mespeak to me keep me distracted. Never sure how I feel Jerry says I need a chart like children have with happy and sad faces and numbers. I am sure if I say so so, not sure I will be fine he is going to make one.

Thank you for your continued support and feedback is good love xxx

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