OK gang just not been very chipper lately and the slightest thing is taking me for ever. I have some good news well as good as it get at the minute. Well saw the consultant last week and as far as they can see at present they cannot see any tumors any where else so very good news. Also no more tumor growth in the bladder. This means one more round of chemo.... oh what fun.... so op in about 8 weeks.
Well life has not been that brilliant just hard work lost of visits from people trying to sort out the care package for after the op as hopefully will be back to normal by spring if not before if I have my way.
Well cannot stand the fact that I cannot even concentrate on the easiest things. I still have reports to finish and just want to complete them but finding it so hard to do.
Sydney started trampolining lessons this week arrived with her and Jerry on Sunday me not particularly on top form .. but Jerry and I thought we could go and have a little sit down and a coffee for an hour but no such chance .. the young girl said because she was not 8 we had to stay well I was not well enough for that and what are we paying for...... So in the end after a complaint....I went and sat in the car until she had finished, this is no fun as I have no extra energy and feel like crap .
If I am up and about just a little while I need my bed... its just so hard I never thought I would be this ill.
Well folks a little update will promise to do it more regularly this week if I can stay awake long enough. Well off to the hospital in about an hour for another 16 hour on slaught of chemo. One thing I am really hating is the fact I am finding it hard to plan anything as I never know how I am going to feel
Well must dash will try and continue later in the hospital...need pack case and make sure I have everything
Thank you everyone for there continued support. I promise Curious Minds I will complete mt contract this week I hope I am sooooooooooooo fed up want to get rid of this off my head but difficult.
Well god bless everyone for the thoughts and prays love to you all Natalie xxx
Natalie you are fabulous, a real trooper. Great news about the lack of tumor growth or spread. You may feel crap at times but in my mind I reckon its 1:0 to you in this fight. You go girl! All of our love Steph & boys xx
ReplyDeleteThis is great news Natters Re: the reduction of tumors --then just another slog of chemo to go phew. You amaze me how determined and courageous you are regardless of how exhausting this entire process is. I can only imagine it feels like hitting a brick wall with the chemo after effects. But I know you are doing everything you can and shaking your fists in defiance! Go Natters!
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