Well I am still alive sorry not updated the blog for a while , been busy and been in hospital so oh what fun.
I am doing really well at the moment.. still trying to build my strength up. Been on a trip away and birthdays.
I have a date for the operation so on a count down to that still not made a decision on whether stoma or neo bladder . I am very nervous and scared about the operation , I do not have a choice if I want a better chance of survival. Well life changing decissions.... I have had a few break downs recently with emotions as lots going on with what to do.
Edlest daughter is doing well at uni so one less thing to worry about. Sydney is growing up and becoming a star. Well I know its early but starting to think about Christmas and prearing things I can before the op... I am sure as usual my Mum will be a star and pick up the rains.
I had a dance teacher but I think she got a better offer ... I just wish people will be honest with me so that I can orgaise things but never mind hopefully will get it sorted.
I am also having to look at the business ... as know one to run it so will have to close it all down just sad after all the work I have done so if any one wants to buy any business stuff let me know.
I have sorted out the people to help in the house in looking after me and Sydney so thats really good. I will promise to write everyday upto the op and then there will be a break and it will start when I am contious after the op.
Today off to see the consultant and sometime this week will be having pre op assesment... So tyding things up and writing letters before I go in.
Keep reading will be back soon
Hi Natalie, good to hear where you are at. So sorry to hear you are having to close the business, but also pleased to hear that you are concentrating on your recovery. Remember, you will still have all your skills, knowledge and experience at hand when you are ready to return to work - as well as your reputation (which will stand you in good stead!) Great to hear Dani is doing so well at uni, but I bet you miss her loads. Life here is good. Just back from meeting our lovely new nephew for the first time - he is gorgeous! You won't be surprised to hear I am spending half term doing CP stuff. As my family would say 'Keep your 'eart up girl' oh, and 'don't forget to dry yourself properly' (which was what my nan said to my dad when he went off to the navy).
ReplyDeleteLook after yourself. Thinking of you lots Cath xx